No life is without change, and no change is without chaos. How we handle chaos depends on many things like our personality, our character, our mindset (positive or negative). Change whether good or bad is chaotic by nature, and comes with a lot of uncertainty in the process. To be in the middle of uncertainty is a most unsettling place to be, and downright scary for many...including myself.
During times of major upheaval, I choose to be the best version of myself. I choose to feel compassion for those suffering closest to me. I choose to be patient with myself and others. I choose to love unconditionally, and to be kind to self and others. For in these times of great transition, the seeds we sow today will bear to fruit the experiences we reap tomorrow.
A great transition is afoot, and I don't know where it's going. All I know is that I must follow what calls to my heart and soul. All I know is that Spirit is calling me to make right all the things that are wrong in my life; to heal and to be reconnected to my body, to my mind, and to my soul. To become a whole independently vibrant person, and not to be a fragmented withering soul that lives to be only a shade of who she really is inside; waiting for the end of days. Waiting for grace and redemption.
I choose to face the unknown for love. I choose to embrace whatever change Spirit has in store for me, and to bravely traverse the landscape with faith, kindness, transparency, patience with the process, and a silent prayer in my heart that all will be well in the end somehow.
In the week ahead, I will relate to my life with compassion, patience, and a kind heart. May those around me feel grace upon them. May they feel protected. May they feel hope. May they feel loved and understood.